waking up to fresh flowers and tea.. going to sleep in warm arms. cuddling while sharing warm baths together and long walks.. even in the freezing cold.. because he’s always so warm. doing laundry together and cooking dinner in little to nothing hours after making breakfast with one another while Jack Johnson soaks up our background. *smiles.. he likes Jack Johnson….slow dancing….trying new wines together while we talk about.. things i didn’t think i would be ready to say… in a while. I hate admitting that he’s the most wonderful man God has ever brought my way.. in the weirdest time he could ever lead him to me. Because just a month before i was… bitter. I wanted nothing to do with anything with any other man…and then he came. out of nowhere.  and he’s nothing that i would’ve thought i wanted for myself and.. he’s everything i never knew i needed.. i’ts so uncomfortable admitting this.. putting these thoughts somewhere other than my mind…but this warm feeling that i have… i don’t wan’t to forget it….. i feel… that feeling you get on valentines day…… with him.. each day has been valentines day.

you ever get the feeling where you just know
this person is the person for you.
i got this feeling this weekend.
as different as we are for each other.
but i’ve never been one to go with the “norm” when it comes to who i’m with
more-so with what i feel with that person.
and i feel it, with him.
….maybe i’m trying to ignore it.
it’s a good feeling, it is.
but it’s also a little scary. 
why do they always come when you least expect it?
you know, the ones who want to make you their world..